Know a No

If i knew I could speak I would have sung
If I knew I could live I would have died forever
I want to move a little step just to see that the round earth has made me move crore steps behind
I want to kneel down just to see that underneath lies all the love I want to find
Why a wet pool is required for that chill swim
Why terrible tears are required for that one grin
What is it that I seek
What is it that I call peace
What is it that is just for me
What is it that I always need
What is it that is taking away me from me
Why world is just a place now
Why friend is just a mate now
Why luck is just so unfair now
Why love is just a word now
I know I can fly without wings
I know I can stay without few things
I know I can sing without strings
I know now I can survive without any feelings
It seems "To whom it may concern" is concerned to me only
It seems all "Do not Disturb" tags are note to me only
Companion is a thing now and not a being
Worth is by work now and not by birth
Life is an illusion now and not any engine
I am seeking fusion now and not confusion
Would you listen to me if I remain silent
Would you smile with me if I start to cry
Would you stay along if I want to be alone
Would you live my life if I decide to die.

In Middle of a Corner

Chords do break
Strengths do fail
The air which was chilling earlier
seems to be too cold now.
What that boiled earlier
seems like bouncing drop in air now.
I wanted to gather stones earlier
but they were for home that makes me happier.
I want to gather stones now too
but they are to raise me from ground to dome.
Its not that I am changed
Its just that I am created now to gain.
I moved I ran to chase them
I wished they turned around to look at me
I wished they smiled at me cared for me
I wished that I never had those wishes.
But today, I want to wish more want
I move I run today also
I chase them today also
I aspire and respire for them to turn around
For them to know that now I don't surround.
I am at heights now
I am over the stones now 
Its lonely at that height
Its aching with those stones
but I still respire for my chase
To see that awe which i never attained.
Living a story has been easy
Now zeal to create a story keeps me busy
I have been driving life but not being driver
I have been giving best but never got better.
Talked enough about Why till now
But today Why Not is better i know.
There is entry to new things from every exit door
It leaves something behind but welcomes a lot more.
Every chord breaks for new to come
Every strength weakens to strengthen in return.