I enter an exit
I feel some emotion thats so mixed
I longed for longing hours to last
And when they last i realize its indeed the last
I am at the edge of old and new
I am at the edge of dry and dew
I am at the edge of no and yes
I am at the edge of despair and fair
I am at the edge of unknown and acknowledged
I am at the edge of leaving days gone by and living new days near by
I don’t know if i am nervous
I don’t know if i am curious
I have been talking to world in thoughts
I want to be with my thoughts to show how it works
I want to look back to see who looked forward to me
I want to move back to see who walked besides me
I want to prove it now that earlier also it was just me
I had a pillow earlier also by my bedside
But there was hardly netime when i saw it dry
Its still wet but the warmth now is unmet
It still gazes me but now it more amazes me
I had a body earlier that seemed broken
I have same body now that still seems broken
My legs are moving separate and running ahead to reach unimagined destination
My head is highing separate and looking forward to see unimagined creation
I am in rush now
I am at peace now
I am too strong now
I am more weak now
I am quite big now
I feel way too small now
I know i would make it one day
Have i already seen that day
Am i looking forward or dreaming under
I am insecure as i am getting more secure
I am unhappy as i m getting reason to b happy
I am being myself or heading to define I
I want to live this day
I want to kill that lived all this way
I exit the longing days
I enter my last day
